Sugar High.

Salam semua..

Hari ini, Cik Enoun buat analisis hasil fermentation anak2 kesayangan Cik Enoun, sang Yarrowia lipolitica ..Kebiasaannya kalu Cik Enoun run satu batch fermentation, akan mengambil masa 72 jam (3 hari)..Kalu ikutkan, Cik Enoun nak buat analisis protein dan glucose diorang..tapi tak sempat..sebab Cik Enoun tak perasaan reagent homemade Cik Enoun dah abis...Reagent DNS untuk cek content glucose dia..So, Cik Enoun amik masa sikit untuk prepare reagent tu..sebab tu tak sempat nak buat analisis protein..takpe, Cik Enoun sambung buat analisis esok sahaja..Jom tengok gambar2 sekitar kejadian menganalisis glucose...

Di awal fermentation..ada 9 shake flask kesemuanya

Jumlah sample yang perlu dianalisis

Susun elok2 dalam tube..ready untuk dianalisis

Sebelum dipanaskan..

Tadaaa! magic,...dah tukar color selepas dipanaskan selama 5 minit pada suhu 95 darjah celcius.

Min Min...my partner in crime dalam lab..Comel kan dia?We're always gone crazy in the lab and do silly things..but, we enjoy doing it!

3 Buddies, A pot of Steamboat and Happiness

Salam semua!! Hari Isnin yang lepas merupakan hari lahir buat salah seorg teman rapat Cik Enoun, Hidayat Putra..Beliau merupakan teman istimewa kepada sahabat karib Cik Enoun, Cik Azreena..Sudah jadi kebiasaan kami untuk menyambut birthday sama-sama..tak kira la..terlewat, atau terawal..(tapi biasanye terlebih2 lewat!haha)..cuma kali ni, kami berjaya sambut birthday Dayat tepat pada waktunya..Dia pun masih berpakaian kerja...maklumlah, terus2 pergi ke sini selepas tamat waktu berkerja..Terharu jugak, Cik Azreena bukan sahaja menghadiahkan kek buat Dayat, tapi ada kek "Qada'" untuk Cik Enoun juga..Birthday Cik Enoun 21 Mei yang lepas (memang dah berkurun pon!haha)..All thanks to Cik Azreena sebab belanja Cik Enoun and Dayat makan steamboat kat MAEPS, Serdang..Best makan sini..berbaloi2..

Birthday Boy, Dayat and Buah hati pengarang jantungnya, Cik Azreena

Wah,,muka menggoda Cik Azreena..Posing ala2 abg bangla Dayat dan Cik Enoun yang sipi2..ok la tu..

Where The Rain Wont Hurt.

Salam semua..Ari ni Cik Enoun nak berkongsi satu video..First time Cik Enoun dengar lagu ni kat radio..terus Cik Enoun jatuh cinta ngan lagu ni..entah  ape yang menarik sangat pasal lagu ni pun tak tahu la..tapi, Cik Enoun suka sgt lagu ni..suka, suka, suka! Kalu ikutkan Cik Enoun tak de lah minat sangat pun ngan lagu2 rockband German ni, Tokio Hotel..tapi lepas dengar lagu ni..terus Cik Enoun jatuh chenta ngan lagu2 dia ...dan vokalis dia, Bill Kaulitz..dia ada kembar tau..nama kembar dia Tom Kaulitz, gutarist untuk band ni..Ok, enough talking..enjoy the song!




The Lyrics: Tokio Hotel - Monsoon

I’m starring at a broken door
there’s nothin left here anymore
my room is cold
it’s makin me insane
i’ve been waitin here so long
but now the moment seems to‘ve come 
i see the dark clouds comin up again

runnin through the monsoon 
beyond the world
to the end of time
where the rain won’t hurt 
fighting the storm
into the blue
and when i lose myself
i’ll think of you 
together we’ll be running somewhere new
through the monsoon
just me and you

a half moon’s fading from my sight
i see your vision in it’s light
but now it’s gone and left me so alone
i know i have to find you now
can hear your name
i don’t know how
why can’t we make this darkness feel like home 

running through the monsoon 
beyond the world
to the end of time 
where the rain won’t hurt 
fighting the storm
into the blue
and when i lose myself
i’ll think of you 
together we’ll be running somewhere new 
and nothing can hold me back from you
through the monsoon

hey! - hey! 
i’m fightin all it’s power
comin’ in my way
let it take me straight to you
i’ll be running night and day
i’ll be with you soon, just me and you, 
we’ll be there soon, so soon… 

running through the monsoon 
beyond the world
to the end of time 
where the rain won’t hurt 
fighting the storm 
into the blue
and when i lose myself 
i’ll think of you 
together we’ll be running somewhere new 
and nothing can hold me back from you
through the monsoon
through the monsoon
just me and you
through the monsoon
just me and you 

Desires Vs Needs

Salam semua...huhu..Cik Enoun tgh bosann..huhu..plus, perut Cik Enoun tgh sakit mencucuk2..natijah makan nasik lemak yang dibubuh sambal melimpah ruah di kala pagi2 buta..tak lah pagi buta sangat..lebih kurang pukul 1030am tadi..Cik Enoun jadi tak keruan..nak buat kerja dalam lab pun takde perasaan...Serba serbi tak kena rasa..bangun salah, duduk salah..*menekan2 perut aja lah..sambil bersabar*...Dalam2 keadaan camni, Cik Enoun hanya selesa layan FB n YM aja! (tee-hehehheheh)..maka, setelah beberapa hari Cik Enoun tak singgah ke mari..jadi nye, Cik Enoun terasa macam nak menaip2 plak...

Lately, Cik Enoun banyak betul desire nye..semua benda Cik Enoun nak..nak itu la, nak ini  la..(Nota: Desire di sini merujuk kepada keinginan untuk shopping)..Habis semua (ok, takde lah semua..but ada lah beberapa) online boutique Cik Enoun serbu..tengok2 kalu ade new collection ke..ke..ke...Lagi pun dah lama rasanye Cik Enoun tak beli baju baru..

Tapi bila fikir2 balik..Cik Enoun, nafsu je lebih...nak itu lah, ini lah..tapi perlu ke semua yang Cik Enoun inginkan itu..Jadi, serasanya..Cik Enoun pun cuba lah listkan apa yang perlu, dan apa yang tak perlu..

I  Want but I Dont Need

-I phone/Samsung Wave

-New Dress

-New pair of shoe

-IPOD

-etc, etc (banyak lagi..tapi tak nak memanjangkan entry ini..)

I Want and I Need

- Pants/Jeans

I Need but I Dont Want

- mengubati sakit perutku!!!!ahhhh~

I Dont Need and I DONT WANT

-Liar, untruthful people...(^ ^)

How 'bout full swing?

Salam semua..memandangkan Cik Enoun telah merancang nak pergi bercuti pada bulan Dec nanti, jadinya Cik Enoun telah merombak jadual study Cik Enoun dengan harapan, labworks Cik Enoun berjaya dilangsaikan sebelum Cik Enoun terbang ke bumi India...(weeee~ cik kz sila melompat2 kegembiraan!)..Owh ye, nombor baru Cik Enoun telah pun berjaya diactivatekan! Alhamdulillah..harapnya, lepas ni tiada lagi gangguan dari pihak yang tak sepatutnya..wheeeww!..Ha..berbalik pada perancangan Cik Enoun tu, lepas ni kemungkinan Cik Enoun kena merempat di bilik hostel Cik Enoun..sudah tidak berulang alik ke rumah..sebab labworks Cik Enoun sudah tentunya akan berlanjutan sehingga lewat malam..atau awal pagi..huhuhu...Harapnya, cik enoun tak mudah putus asa and terus bersemangat untuk meneruskan perjuangan masters Cik Enoun..Cik Enoun dah tak boleh nak beri ape2 alasan lagi untuk menangguh2 lagi kerja Cik Enoun..perlu disiapkan semua kerja2 masters ini sebelum July 2011...kerana anak2 bangsa yang sedang berkobar2 untuk menimba ilmu di Fakulti Farmasi UiTM sedia menanti Cik Enoun sebagai pendidik..Semoga diberkati dan segalamya dipermudahkan..Amin!

Journals..calculations..references...dan FB..YM..hahaha..

Sambil2 tu, mari kita wat lab....

Hmm..agak2 kalu Chemical X + Chemical Y, sedap cam air sirap kot..mari kita cuba..

The Not-Bad Bad Romance...ra-ra-ra-ah-ah!

Salam semua!! Ha..sape suka tgk video2 kelakar atau menarik? angkat tangan!! Bagussss..hehe..ok, hari ni cik enoun rase nak share satu video ngan semua...Cik enoun sgt tertarik ngan persembahan yang ditujukkan oleh kumpulan ini..Cik Enoun salute sangat2 ngan bakat yang diorg tunjukkan dalam video ni..setiap langkah tarian mereka mencuit hati...it's a must watch clip! so, jgn lengah2 lagi..sila click "PLAY"...enjoy ok!

p/s: I love their acapella!Perfect!

Dont Go Changing Unless for the Better You

Weee~ Hari ni kan, cik enoun dah beli and register nombor phone baru..Nape cik enoun tuko nombor ekk? Ini adalah kerana hamba Allah yang tak faham bahasa menganggu hidup cik enoun tu la..(Kalu perasan, cik enoun ade cerita dalam entry2 sebelum ni)..Kira ni antara ikhtiar cik enoun untuk mendapatkan balik hidup normal cik enoun..Pening tau..Dah la tadi dia "serang" call cik enoun bertubi2..penat dah cik enoun reject..Last2, cik enoun off terus hp tu...menyusahkan..dah la masa dia serang tu, cik enoun tgh hangat berbincang dengan seorg teman cik enoun..menyebok betul!Rimas la cik enoun..rimas, rimas! sape rimas, angkat tangan!.Tapi, tadi sebelum off hp, sempat juga cik enoun jawab call dia..tapi tanpa memberi salam, terus cik enoun tengking dia...supaya berhenti menganggu hidup cik enoun..(tapi sebenarnye, itu adalah sesuatu yang sia2..sbb manusia ni mmg x paham bahasa..) Tapi, sekurang2 nye cik enoun berterus terang, yang cik enoun tak nak dia ganggu hidup cik enoun lagi..so, please lah back off yer! Eii..tak sabar rasenye nak start pakai nombor baru ni..Hari Isnin nanti baru boleh start pakai..sebab tadi ade problem sikit kat Celcom Center..Jadinya, hari Isnin nanti baru akan di aktifkan nombor baru cik enoun tu..

p/s: Cik enoun sebenarnye sayang sangat dengan nombor sedia ada cik enoun ni..tapi cik enoun perlu fikirkan juga keadaan sekarang yang tak berapa nak best ni...Nombor aje berubah, tapi cik enoun masih lagi cik enoun =)

Happy Birthday Dear Sis Sarah And Bro Haniff!

Pada hari Khamis yang lalu, 1st July 2010, cik enoun sekeluarga menyambut hari kelahiran 2 ahli keluarga cik enoun iaitu kakak and abang cik enoun, Sarah and Haniff. Mereka berkongsi tarikh lahir yang sama (Sarah=2 Jul 1981 & Haniff= 2 Jul 1982)..Kami menyambut awal sehari atas sebab2 tertentu...walaupun begitu, sambutan nye tetap meriah dengan kehadiran keluarga sebelah abang ipar cik enoun..boleh tahan ramai tau utk celebration ni..Plan asalnye, abang ipar cik enoun nk wat konon2 surprise..tapi macam tak menjadi pulak sebabkan abang ipar cik enoun hampir terkantoi..haha..walau ape pun, semuanye berjalan lancar..macam2 makanan ade..best!

Prepare, prepare..ni masa tgh get ready sambut mangsa..

    

OK, suspek semakin menghampiri..jeng..jeng..jeng

Yeaahh...sploouusshh yg pertama mengena sasaran..!

Mangsa! the birthday girl..

Owh..td kena kan org..skrg turn Bro haniff plak! the birthday boy...

Amik kau..amik, amik!rasakan!

Haniff buat muka tak puas ati sbb dia takde hadiah..hadiah pinjam je..hik3

Birthday boy ngan lovely mummy..

Birthday Girl with beloved mummy..

Ngaappss...

Ni kenapa plak ni??

p/s: Cik enoun sayang sgt ngan family cik enoun...=)

Violence In The Heart

Hidup Cik Enoun terganggu ngan kehadiran seorg hamba Allah yg cukup munafik…Setiap kata beliau bercampur and dicemari dgn dusta..Setiap janji  dimungkiri..Cik Enoun penat nk melayan karenah ini semua..Walaupun Cik enoun x melayan, Cik enoun penat jugak…Bila la dia ni nak betul2 off dr hidup Cik Enoun? Pernah sekali ade seorg menyampaikan pada cik Enoun yg hamba Allah ni dh meninggal dunia..Cik Enoun igt, episod psycho2 ni dah berakhir..rupanya belom!cisssss…Seminggu selepas Cik Enoun dapat berita tu…Hamba Allah ni contact Cik Enoun balik! waahhh…!!!Hantuuuuu!!!!!

Dia misscall 2 kali..Yang kali ketiga dia call, Cik Enoun jawab..huh! Mmg dia..dia tipu Cik Enoun yg dia mati..Tp Cik Enoun mmg tau dia tipu dr awal..Eii..tak paham nape wujud jugak manusia cenggini..Kalu hal hidup mati pun dah boleh wat main-main..Cik Enoun mmg fed-up la mcm ni kan! sape tak fed-up cuba angkat tangan!…

Tapi, ape-ape hal pun…Cik Enoun xkan beri apa yang dia mintak..Cik Enoun tak nak bagi muka lagi kat dia..dia ni mmg tak layak diberi muka pun..penipu besar..semua benda dalam hidup dia rasenya tipu2 belaka..boleh plak dia hidup..Hmm, ingat kawan2 semua..kita dlm hidup ni jangan nak menipu..kelak hidup haru biru..Cik Enoun rase, hidup hamba Allah ni mmg dah haru biru lama dah..sebab tu dia cari mangsa nk join hidup dia yang haru-biru..Huhmm..that wasn’t nice! Cik Enoun rase teraniaya sgt! Dia telah memporak peranda kan kehidupan Cik Enoun yg ceria-meria..Eii..geram betul..Ahh..xpe lah..Cik Enoun malas nk pikir pasal kisah hamba Allah yang tak sedar diri ni..

Pesan Cik Enoun, sila berhati-hati dalam memilih org utk hadir dlm hidup kita..walaupun sekadar teman biasa.Kita sering disarankan untuk memilih kawan dgn baik..rase nye, ini lah pengajaran buat diri cik enoun..

p/s: Rasanya, kalu hamba Allah ni masih nak terus menerus kacau hidup Cik Enoun..Cik Enoun nk lodge police report..Cik Enoun masih simpan semua SMS, YM ugutan beliau kepada Cik Enoun..Allah maha Adil..Sesungguhnya hukuman berat menanti org2 yang zalim yang menzalimi..sekian..

Back Off Psycho!

p/s: Cik enoun tak nak membenci orang..cuma cik enoun tak suka sangat ape yang dia dah wat kat cik enoun..

India: Here I Come!

Alhamdulillah..I just bought a return flight ticket yesterday..I’m going to India..yay!! Bukan mudah nak buat planning ni..seingat cik enoun la..ade la nak dekat 2 tahun planning nk g India ni. Mungkin ada yg tertanye, “Kenapa Bangalore?”..Ha..yang sebenarnye, Bangalore ni adalah tempat di mana teman karib cik enoun, Khazirah belajar..menuntut ilmu perubatan..ewahh…tapi, trip cik enoun ke bumi India ni bukan la hanya di Bangalore aje..tp akan jelajah sebahagian tumpuan perlancongan yang utama seperti Delhi, Taj Mahal, Shimla dan Mumbai..Cik Enoun akan spend almost 2 weeks di India utk menjelajah semua tempat-tempat tu.. I am all excited!! Kalu ikutkan planning asal..hanya cik enoun, khazirah and Seti yang akan join trip ni, tapi pg tadi dapat tau, almost 10 org akan join! wow!! bertambah2 la excited cik enoun..Hmm..ade siapa2 yg nk beri suggestion must-do things sepanjang berada di India x?

hehe...tgk la itinerary ni..im all excited!!

p/s: Lab tercinta akan ditinggalkan buat sementara waktu..ala..xpe, 2 minggu je..hopefully, semua labworks berjaya dilangsaikan sebelum pergi berlibur!

Blogthings- How Rare is My Personality?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Blogthings- When Do You shine?

You Shine Early

You're the type of person who does well both in the early afternoon and the early evening. You thrive with a routine, especially if this routine means waking up super early in the morning. You love to be cozy and calm. Too much excitement tends to drain your reserves. You have the most energy during the fall and winter. When everyone else is winding down, you feel inspired.

When Do You Shine?

Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

The End is a New Beginning.

When I received the news saying he's comma for 3 days, it's hasn't come to my surprise. I knew this is happening or at least I could expect something had went wrong since the last time I heard of him. Earlier, we haven't connected for 3 days, and that would much explaining the situation.I admit for the last few weeks before, I've tried to be nice with him for the sake of his health condition. I am stupid enough to let him do this all over again to me..but that's not what  I'm ashamed of..cuz positively I took this experience as lesson learnt. Nothing harmful in doing deeds..I should have seen from the start that this stupid guy is the utmost ungrateful and stupid earthling ever walk on this earth..I had my one eye closed on his wrongdoings onto me from the past, and had given him 2nd chance to prove himself to be trustworthy, but that was just a stupid and useless action ever taken..But that's fine cuz I couldn't say that I've regretted for what I've done..cuz I really do take it positively..


At 2 am, 26th June 2010, I received a sms saying he passed away..yea..he's gone..I'm neither believe or  disbelieve the fact that he had gone. Cuz to me, it's kinda weird that I received the msg through his phone number..What on earth would someone using a deadman's phone to inform others that the deadman is gone? Isn't that creepy? I'm pretty sure that this would sound doubtful to just anyone..Isn't it? 


So, to make thing easier on my side, cuz I'm kinda tired to think of this matter at 2am, so..i simply recite Al Fatihah for him..just in case it is true that he really gone, the AlFatihah wont be such a waste..But in case he lied, or made up the story, the Al Fatihah wont be wasted either way..nothing to lose by doing deeds...right?


So, i continue my slumber..He's gone by the way..no big deal..cuz when he's 'round, he just messing up my life..making it's hard for me to breathe..and now that he is gone..i felt much alive and I'm going to take this opportunity to have a new life..begin with something fresh..dumped whatever the mess he had made and pretending nothing had ever happened..Voila!


After such a time of putting up with this stupid game, all I can say is..I'm very grateful to be given chance to learn things 'bout life and I really appreciate whatever I had in my life..Family and friends..U all are the best!


And dear Allah, You are such a great planner, You are the most merciful and The most most most most utmost Lover..I always knew You would never brought me down..Whatever You gave me, are only for my own benefits, You would never disappointing me..never, never ever..I shall not be worried for I know You would never leave me...And Your promises shall never be broken..

"Sesungguhnya, di setiap kesulitan ada kesenangan"  Al Insyirah 94:5

Malam yang panjang

Semalam aku berasa sedih. Punca asal kesedihan, gagal dikenalpasti. Apa pasal lah agaknye...puas difikirkan..tatau jugak akhirnye...makanya, aku pun bukak laptop, on YM n check facebook..seperti biasa..hurmm..xde pape yg menarik pun..try YM semua kenalan yang selalu aku chat, tapi nampaknye semua org seakan2 tamau plak berbicara dgn ku..wah, bertambahlah kesedihan ku..kt FB pun, xde pape yg menarik..aku semakin bosan..dek kerana kebosanan tahap melampau..aku cuba berkaraoke sendirian..(xde la karaoke sgt, rekod suara sendiri..pastu playback)..hmm..setelah cubaan merekod berjaya, aku playback balik..owh, sungguh tak sedap sekali suara ku..menyesal dengar balik..tapi ok la sebenarnye, not bad org kata.. (xde org puji, harus puji diri sendiri..bagus utk self-esteem...)..namun, nampaknye, usaha menghiburkan diri gagal..makanye, tanpa segan silu..aku bergolek2 atas katil..mata plak tak nak lelap..jam dh kul 1.30am.."Aku harus tido", bisikku di dalam hati...setelah beberapa ketika berguling sana, berguling sini, tetap aku tak mampu tido ..*sigh* .."Degilnye mata ni!", marahku dalam hati...kemudian, aku bangkit seketika..duduk depan laptop lagi..hmm..takde mood nak berchat lagi..tambahan, takde sape2 pun yg online, kalu ade pun, sudah pasti mereka dh dibuai mimpi..urgh..bosan..aku turun ke dapur..ambil air minuman..dan minum dengan rakusnya..tak cukup hanya minum di dapur..aku ambil sebotol and bawa masuk dlm bilik pula..aku rase kosong..bilik yg kecil ku rasa amat luas pada malam itu..


aku berbaring semula atas katil..dengan harapan agar aku berjaya lelapkan mata...


entah beberapa ketika, fikiran mula melayang mengenangkan diri..yang semakin pokai..berat baadan kurasakan bertambah...dengan projek masters yang aku tinggalkan beberapa hari..(sudah pasti yarrowia lipolytica ku amat merinduiku..)..plus, ade terbit suatu kerinduan dlm hatiku..rindu pada apakah ku gagal kenalpasti..tapi itu tak penting..yang penting, aku harus tidoooooooooo!!!!


Dgn menggunakan kuasa minda..aku memaksa diri utk tido..dan entah bila, aku tanpa sedar..tertido..Alhamdulillah..


cuma, aku bengang, sebab punya la payah aku usaha nak tdo. tapi dapat mimpi tak best...*sigh*..


Semoga diberi petunjuk..

Sudah terang lagi bersuluh ~ Malay proverb

it's funny how you wasted so many time on useless things and realized when it's over..since when this moron came into my life, i had no idea 'bout...but this moron will always be moron. He had a chronic mental dysfunction, and still wouldn't want to face the truth that he is mentally dysfunction, what a retard. ..(funny)..His words represented him so much aloud, and yet he said he is not saying anything at all (plus saying he was fitnah-ed, sape nk fitnah lu?lu sape?owhh..lupe, moron)..(moron!)..He was twisted by his own words but keep saying that I'm afraid of the truth..(wth?)..Who were frightened ? Me or you? You're too overwhelmed by your own game, and you know what..you lose..face it!

There is not a single micro-place in this world for me to believe your scheme. you're a fraud, a poison to a sore,you bring nothing good, so..back-off!! we don't need you here.

Ya Allah ya Rabb, bring him away. Take him to the place where he would know, how wrong he has been..

Charming: How charming could a prince be?

when i was little, i were always (maybe u too) being exposed to very much fairy tales..u name it..sometimes, i keep wondering to myself, why do kids love fairy tales? and through my rough observations, i could say that, comapared to boys, girls are much likely to be hooked up to fairy tales. why this happening?why?why?...

i guess, cuz boys juz got too jealous with the PRINCE CHARMING..correct?

Not All prince charming are lucky... =(

But, at the same times, why dont they got hooked up to those fair ladies in those fairy tales, instead? I still dont get it till now..anybody, know?

Prince Eric of little mermaid has always been my crush among all other prince..

..but there is another prince that i have a huge crush on...

It's the Prince of Persia!!

Owhhh..HOooTnessS~

But, im all grown up now..im not kinda sure were there really a prince charming, or knights in shiny armor kinda exist...but, deep down, sometimes, i always longing for a prince charming to take me out of this blue! hahaha..green, yellow..redd..whatever color!..

wonder, who will that be? Jeng3...

Too much pride! naaahhh...~

Saya busuk

ari ni masuk lab..seperti hari2 yg biasa..tapi tak terasa rajin..kemalasan sudah melanda jiwa ku..sudah merasuki setiap pelosok diriku, meracuni dan melemahkan semangat ku..(amboi3..kemain dramatik nye)..membazir waktu sungguh aku ni..ble nak berubah ni?tak senonoh..perangai yg busuk..aishh..ni lah manusia..takpe enoun!berusaha lah!kamu nak berjaya tak? "Mau!"..kamu nak jadi manusia berguna tak? "mau!"...kamu mau jadi org yg disegani tak? "Mau!"...kamu mau malukan diri sendiri, kaum keluarga? "tamau!"..

ok, oleh itu, sila lah manjadi org rajin sikit yer..hentikan karut2 ni...

The colors of our life.

sometimes, life's doesnt treat u quite fair..It's not the world itself making this life hard..it's our own self that making things hard cuz of our stupid rules and how we judge other people 'round us..sometimes, we give negative judgements, whatmore wrongly judging people..But also, it's funny that we want others to treat us nicely while we didnt treat them well..hmm..

what do u see in people?what do u want from them?what make the people as a person to u?how do u look into their traits?How do u accept them for the way they are?why does it bothers u when their traits doesnt meet ur expectation..how do u deal with it?


So, to play safe, just learn how to accept people for the way they are. It couldnt be help that somewhat not everybody could satisfy ur needs. Just remember and bear in mind that nobody's perfect. everyone plays their own rule, they posses the colors of their own..and to make a perfect picture (u like beautiful pictures dont u?) we need them to complete our pictures..=)..

Allah is so Great and the most Brilliant..that He grants us different colors individually, so that we could help others paint their life canvas..This is so sweet...which colors are u?


p/s: Happy painting!

I cant live without your love

Come back to think, I realized, I've been cruel to Him...Im too busy to noticed how much He loves me..(Nauzubillah)..Who do i think I am, to treat Him this way?Was i really superior? Was I such an independant person on earth ever could live without His love? No matter how much I ignored Him for whole my life, for the time i didnt think 'bout Him and show my love to Him, He never complained..instead He never stops shower His love unto me..What a devine love!What a one true love...

Dear Allah..Im truely regretted for what i have done to You.The Almighty, please forgive me for all my wrongdoings and my ignorance..I cant live without Your love..Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim..Please dont stop loving me, I will try my best to fixed this up..

You are the love of my life!

p/s: My dear world-lings..it will never too late to ask for His forgiveness..Let's promise ourself to love Him more.

Let's Read

Few months back, i started to gain some interest in readings.i dont usually read books (whatmore textbooks, ba-haha)..but thanx to some people who somewhat induced me to read indirectly...and now, i found that reading was not just give u some new knowledge, but it also somewhat amusing..sometimes, it made u giggles cuz of some practical jokes by the author..so, these are few books i bought since 2 months ago..

Open Sesame!

Doors..hurm..what they are for?why do we have doors?

sometimes, we open it..sometimes we close it...

why do u open, and why do u close it?

can we just not having doors..so, there's no room to make mistakes?

hehe, yea..i think i should just assume there is no doors..so, every oppotunity could pass through and nothing would missed out..

cheers..chill

Haku nama Tata!

Why should u regret for what u've done..Life's no turning back..u cant twist the clock so that the past could be fixed. U only have future..would u want to make ur future as bad as your yesterday?U shouldnt..So, walk ahead..live ur tomorrow, better and lively..I want to be happy again..I desperately want to be happy again..

Hello world, be happy with me, OK!