Sunday, June 27, 2010

Blogthings- How Rare is My Personality?



Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)



Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm.



Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Blogthings- When Do You shine?



You Shine Early



You're the type of person who does well both in the early afternoon and the early evening.

You thrive with a routine, especially if this routine means waking up super early in the morning.



You love to be cozy and calm. Too much excitement tends to drain your reserves.

You have the most energy during the fall and winter. When everyone else is winding down, you feel inspired.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

The End is a New Beginning.

When I received the news saying he's comma for 3 days, it's hasn't come to my surprise. I knew this is happening or at least I could expect something had went wrong since the last time I heard of him. Earlier, we haven't connected for 3 days, and that would much explaining the situation.I admit for the last few weeks before, I've tried to be nice with him for the sake of his health condition. I am stupid enough to let him do this all over again to me..but that's not what  I'm ashamed of..cuz positively I took this experience as lesson learnt. Nothing harmful in doing deeds..I should have seen from the start that this stupid guy is the utmost ungrateful and stupid earthling ever walk on this earth..I had my one eye closed on his wrongdoings onto me from the past, and had given him 2nd chance to prove himself to be trustworthy, but that was just a stupid and useless action ever taken..But that's fine cuz I couldn't say that I've regretted for what I've done..cuz I really do take it positively..


At 2 am, 26th June 2010, I received a sms saying he passed away..yea..he's gone..I'm neither believe or  disbelieve the fact that he had gone. Cuz to me, it's kinda weird that I received the msg through his phone number..What on earth would someone using a deadman's phone to inform others that the deadman is gone? Isn't that creepy? I'm pretty sure that this would sound doubtful to just anyone..Isn't it? 


So, to make thing easier on my side, cuz I'm kinda tired to think of this matter at 2am, so..i simply recite Al Fatihah for him..just in case it is true that he really gone, the AlFatihah wont be such a waste..But in case he lied, or made up the story, the Al Fatihah wont be wasted either way..nothing to lose by doing deeds...right?


So, i continue my slumber..He's gone by the way..no big deal..cuz when he's 'round, he just messing up my life..making it's hard for me to breathe..and now that he is gone..i felt much alive and I'm going to take this opportunity to have a new life..begin with something fresh..dumped whatever the mess he had made and pretending nothing had ever happened..Voila!


After such a time of putting up with this stupid game, all I can say is..I'm very grateful to be given chance to learn things 'bout life and I really appreciate whatever I had in my life..Family and friends..U all are the best!


And dear Allah, You are such a great planner, You are the most merciful and The most most most most utmost Lover..I always knew You would never brought me down..Whatever You gave me, are only for my own benefits, You would never disappointing me..never, never ever..I shall not be worried for I know You would never leave me...And Your promises shall never be broken..

"Sesungguhnya, di setiap kesulitan ada kesenangan"  Al Insyirah 94:5