Dont Go Changing Unless for the Better You

Weee~ Hari ni kan, cik enoun dah beli and register nombor phone baru..Nape cik enoun tuko nombor ekk? Ini adalah kerana hamba Allah yang tak faham bahasa menganggu hidup cik enoun tu la..(Kalu perasan, cik enoun ade cerita dalam entry2 sebelum ni)..Kira ni antara ikhtiar cik enoun untuk mendapatkan balik hidup normal cik enoun..Pening tau..Dah la tadi dia "serang" call cik enoun bertubi2..penat dah cik enoun reject..Last2, cik enoun off terus hp tu...menyusahkan..dah la masa dia serang tu, cik enoun tgh hangat berbincang dengan seorg teman cik enoun..menyebok betul!Rimas la cik enoun..rimas, rimas! sape rimas, angkat tangan!.Tapi, tadi sebelum off hp, sempat juga cik enoun jawab call dia..tapi tanpa memberi salam, terus cik enoun tengking dia...supaya berhenti menganggu hidup cik enoun..(tapi sebenarnye, itu adalah sesuatu yang sia2..sbb manusia ni mmg x paham bahasa..) Tapi, sekurang2 nye cik enoun berterus terang, yang cik enoun tak nak dia ganggu hidup cik enoun lagi..so, please lah back off yer! Eii..tak sabar rasenye nak start pakai nombor baru ni..Hari Isnin nanti baru boleh start pakai..sebab tadi ade problem sikit kat Celcom Center..Jadinya, hari Isnin nanti baru akan di aktifkan nombor baru cik enoun tu..

p/s: Cik enoun sebenarnye sayang sangat dengan nombor sedia ada cik enoun ni..tapi cik enoun perlu fikirkan juga keadaan sekarang yang tak berapa nak best ni...Nombor aje berubah, tapi cik enoun masih lagi cik enoun =)

Happy Birthday Dear Sis Sarah And Bro Haniff!

Pada hari Khamis yang lalu, 1st July 2010, cik enoun sekeluarga menyambut hari kelahiran 2 ahli keluarga cik enoun iaitu kakak and abang cik enoun, Sarah and Haniff. Mereka berkongsi tarikh lahir yang sama (Sarah=2 Jul 1981 & Haniff= 2 Jul 1982)..Kami menyambut awal sehari atas sebab2 tertentu...walaupun begitu, sambutan nye tetap meriah dengan kehadiran keluarga sebelah abang ipar cik enoun..boleh tahan ramai tau utk celebration ni..Plan asalnye, abang ipar cik enoun nk wat konon2 surprise..tapi macam tak menjadi pulak sebabkan abang ipar cik enoun hampir terkantoi..haha..walau ape pun, semuanye berjalan lancar..macam2 makanan ade..best!

Prepare, prepare..ni masa tgh get ready sambut mangsa..

    

OK, suspek semakin menghampiri..jeng..jeng..jeng

Yeaahh...sploouusshh yg pertama mengena sasaran..!

Mangsa! the birthday girl..

Owh..td kena kan org..skrg turn Bro haniff plak! the birthday boy...

Amik kau..amik, amik!rasakan!

Haniff buat muka tak puas ati sbb dia takde hadiah..hadiah pinjam je..hik3

Birthday boy ngan lovely mummy..

Birthday Girl with beloved mummy..

Ngaappss...

Ni kenapa plak ni??

p/s: Cik enoun sayang sgt ngan family cik enoun...=)

Violence In The Heart

Hidup Cik Enoun terganggu ngan kehadiran seorg hamba Allah yg cukup munafik…Setiap kata beliau bercampur and dicemari dgn dusta..Setiap janji  dimungkiri..Cik Enoun penat nk melayan karenah ini semua..Walaupun Cik enoun x melayan, Cik enoun penat jugak…Bila la dia ni nak betul2 off dr hidup Cik Enoun? Pernah sekali ade seorg menyampaikan pada cik Enoun yg hamba Allah ni dh meninggal dunia..Cik Enoun igt, episod psycho2 ni dah berakhir..rupanya belom!cisssss…Seminggu selepas Cik Enoun dapat berita tu…Hamba Allah ni contact Cik Enoun balik! waahhh…!!!Hantuuuuu!!!!!

Dia misscall 2 kali..Yang kali ketiga dia call, Cik Enoun jawab..huh! Mmg dia..dia tipu Cik Enoun yg dia mati..Tp Cik Enoun mmg tau dia tipu dr awal..Eii..tak paham nape wujud jugak manusia cenggini..Kalu hal hidup mati pun dah boleh wat main-main..Cik Enoun mmg fed-up la mcm ni kan! sape tak fed-up cuba angkat tangan!…

Tapi, ape-ape hal pun…Cik Enoun xkan beri apa yang dia mintak..Cik Enoun tak nak bagi muka lagi kat dia..dia ni mmg tak layak diberi muka pun..penipu besar..semua benda dalam hidup dia rasenya tipu2 belaka..boleh plak dia hidup..Hmm, ingat kawan2 semua..kita dlm hidup ni jangan nak menipu..kelak hidup haru biru..Cik Enoun rase, hidup hamba Allah ni mmg dah haru biru lama dah..sebab tu dia cari mangsa nk join hidup dia yang haru-biru..Huhmm..that wasn’t nice! Cik Enoun rase teraniaya sgt! Dia telah memporak peranda kan kehidupan Cik Enoun yg ceria-meria..Eii..geram betul..Ahh..xpe lah..Cik Enoun malas nk pikir pasal kisah hamba Allah yang tak sedar diri ni..

Pesan Cik Enoun, sila berhati-hati dalam memilih org utk hadir dlm hidup kita..walaupun sekadar teman biasa.Kita sering disarankan untuk memilih kawan dgn baik..rase nye, ini lah pengajaran buat diri cik enoun..

p/s: Rasanya, kalu hamba Allah ni masih nak terus menerus kacau hidup Cik Enoun..Cik Enoun nk lodge police report..Cik Enoun masih simpan semua SMS, YM ugutan beliau kepada Cik Enoun..Allah maha Adil..Sesungguhnya hukuman berat menanti org2 yang zalim yang menzalimi..sekian..

Back Off Psycho!

p/s: Cik enoun tak nak membenci orang..cuma cik enoun tak suka sangat ape yang dia dah wat kat cik enoun..

India: Here I Come!

Alhamdulillah..I just bought a return flight ticket yesterday..I’m going to India..yay!! Bukan mudah nak buat planning ni..seingat cik enoun la..ade la nak dekat 2 tahun planning nk g India ni. Mungkin ada yg tertanye, “Kenapa Bangalore?”..Ha..yang sebenarnye, Bangalore ni adalah tempat di mana teman karib cik enoun, Khazirah belajar..menuntut ilmu perubatan..ewahh…tapi, trip cik enoun ke bumi India ni bukan la hanya di Bangalore aje..tp akan jelajah sebahagian tumpuan perlancongan yang utama seperti Delhi, Taj Mahal, Shimla dan Mumbai..Cik Enoun akan spend almost 2 weeks di India utk menjelajah semua tempat-tempat tu.. I am all excited!! Kalu ikutkan planning asal..hanya cik enoun, khazirah and Seti yang akan join trip ni, tapi pg tadi dapat tau, almost 10 org akan join! wow!! bertambah2 la excited cik enoun..Hmm..ade siapa2 yg nk beri suggestion must-do things sepanjang berada di India x?

hehe...tgk la itinerary ni..im all excited!!

p/s: Lab tercinta akan ditinggalkan buat sementara waktu..ala..xpe, 2 minggu je..hopefully, semua labworks berjaya dilangsaikan sebelum pergi berlibur!

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The End is a New Beginning.

When I received the news saying he's comma for 3 days, it's hasn't come to my surprise. I knew this is happening or at least I could expect something had went wrong since the last time I heard of him. Earlier, we haven't connected for 3 days, and that would much explaining the situation.I admit for the last few weeks before, I've tried to be nice with him for the sake of his health condition. I am stupid enough to let him do this all over again to me..but that's not what  I'm ashamed of..cuz positively I took this experience as lesson learnt. Nothing harmful in doing deeds..I should have seen from the start that this stupid guy is the utmost ungrateful and stupid earthling ever walk on this earth..I had my one eye closed on his wrongdoings onto me from the past, and had given him 2nd chance to prove himself to be trustworthy, but that was just a stupid and useless action ever taken..But that's fine cuz I couldn't say that I've regretted for what I've done..cuz I really do take it positively..


At 2 am, 26th June 2010, I received a sms saying he passed away..yea..he's gone..I'm neither believe or  disbelieve the fact that he had gone. Cuz to me, it's kinda weird that I received the msg through his phone number..What on earth would someone using a deadman's phone to inform others that the deadman is gone? Isn't that creepy? I'm pretty sure that this would sound doubtful to just anyone..Isn't it? 


So, to make thing easier on my side, cuz I'm kinda tired to think of this matter at 2am, so..i simply recite Al Fatihah for him..just in case it is true that he really gone, the AlFatihah wont be such a waste..But in case he lied, or made up the story, the Al Fatihah wont be wasted either way..nothing to lose by doing deeds...right?


So, i continue my slumber..He's gone by the way..no big deal..cuz when he's 'round, he just messing up my life..making it's hard for me to breathe..and now that he is gone..i felt much alive and I'm going to take this opportunity to have a new life..begin with something fresh..dumped whatever the mess he had made and pretending nothing had ever happened..Voila!


After such a time of putting up with this stupid game, all I can say is..I'm very grateful to be given chance to learn things 'bout life and I really appreciate whatever I had in my life..Family and friends..U all are the best!


And dear Allah, You are such a great planner, You are the most merciful and The most most most most utmost Lover..I always knew You would never brought me down..Whatever You gave me, are only for my own benefits, You would never disappointing me..never, never ever..I shall not be worried for I know You would never leave me...And Your promises shall never be broken..

"Sesungguhnya, di setiap kesulitan ada kesenangan"  Al Insyirah 94:5